February 20, 2005 , 7:09 PM They are very strange sometimes these moments that are totally devoid of all feeling. Like some vacuum you think should exist but are still not sure should exist. Nothing. You can see it is a glorious day. You can see you have no reason to be unhappy or happy depending on the way you look it. You can see you are there but then is that all there is to it. And then the questions begin. What the hell are you doing and not doing? Why? There are no answers forthcoming. You know the certainty of the absence of any answers just as the certainty of these questions being there for the next 30-50 years, until you finally die. Existential ennui it is called. Another thing slotted and defined as indefinable and to be accepted. There are just so many such things. You want to say it isn’t fair.....but then you know only too well life is not going to be fair. It was never meant to be. You are just a very small piece of this entire puzzle. Who knows how it is going to play out. The only thing possibly you can be sure of is the fact that you are sure of nothing. There is nothing here except a loose definition of a moment……and you want to scream at the top of your voice.....THIS IS MADNESS! THIS IS MADNESS! THIS IS MADNESS!!!!!!...aaaah you are beginning to feel. by *****  3 Comments   February 05, 2005 , 5:00 PM Some relationships are best left undefined. by *****  5 Comments     P a d h o zap dewdrop obscured balu foolmaker manoj chrysanthemum iceop yingzhao non-sensei manu harsha   i Very Old Archives> September 2002 November 2002 December 2002 January 2003 February 2003 March 2003 September 2003 October 2003 November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 April 2007 May 2007 July 2007 October 2007 November 2007 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 February 2009 General Fundae>

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